Jason's StaGe

I'm Back

2009-10-08T19:58:00.003+08:00

LOL now i'm back to blogging after a whole week of resting...erm izzit? idk mayb it was bcoz i dun noe wat to write about and also due to the sleepyness i had for the past few nights.

Erm...I've just finished watching the 'STRONG SWORD '??? 强剑 episode 20.... lol i dun noe wat it call in English so i just direct translate it from chinese xD
Well it was a happy ending thats why i have a lil lil bit mood to blog ~~~
HAHAHA ^^

Unfortunately another problem arise and i couldn't find a way to solve it >< What im feeling right nw is symptoms like AFRAID & AIMLESS....Lol sweat what had happened to me?

Should I continue? Should I step forward? Should I wait? Should I~Could I~Must I~ ???

Currently i found out tat listening to songs really do heal my wounds...perphaps? AND Thats why nowadays the 1st thing i'll do when the pc is on is rush into hillary's blog and listening to those songs in her blog while doing other stuff...most of the songs are awesome i gotta say...im not lieing...whoever dun believe can give it a try...

Here's the link >>> http://forever-hilary-woo.blogspot.com/ <<< LOL im promoting her blog to everyone now...siao la xDD anyway sharing is fun rite? eheh^^

All that I wanted to say is I'm still in LOVE with you and i've to admit it ... this is so obvious haiz...why this must be the time I'm falling in LOVE with you? Couldn't I started it earlier? This is definitely the WRONG time LOL...seriously, someone is playing the fool with me >.<

I mean...tho im not facing the [PROBLEM] rite now...im still feeling nervous,helpless and afraid too as if i were one of you guys...@@! you should not...must not make the matter become worse than what is it now...i know ur humble but do you noe that this will only makes me more worried about you? mayb i was wrong...T_T...I was trying to help you .... do you actually notice it? perphaps a big NO...='(

A happy go lucky person will lead a freedom life as what it is happening now...
As in a mystery box, i'll try to open it and find out the content in it...
Treasure...NO!...Money...NO!...Jewelry...NO!...All are not important to me.... but im soooooo deeply hope that it has LOVE in it...please? I'll try to understand more about you...do me a favor..CAN YOU LEND SOME TIME TO ME PLEASE....

我能不能把你占据第一的友谊把它变成爱情呢？
我想这也好歹要花上一段时间吧。。。你给我时间吧。。我要证明我的选择是对的。

-To Be With You- by David Archuleta
Specially dedicated to you =D
Listen to the song and the lyrics in it

That's all i think for tonight ..Cya and gud nite everyone..have a sweet dreams..hehe ^.^
Gud luck Love You <3 xoxo

-nXOXOn-

^.^ Gambateh ^.^ 加油 ^.^ 一定成功 ^.^

2009-10-01T00:05:00.000+08:00

我觉得我真得很无助。。。看着你有难我却帮不上忙。。。haiz..。我是不是很无用呢？
其实我真的很很很想帮你的。。。真的。。。但你也得听我说啊？算了。。。我实在太笨了啦。。T.T。。你怪我劝道无方吧。。

希望你别累坏了身子啊。。记得早点休息，睡觉。。是的。。不要再怀疑了，我就在讲着你。。xDD。。。就当我拜托拜托你。。戒掉那坏habit吧。尽力而为全力以赴地去应付吧。。不要给自己太大的压力，不气馁，不放弃，不垂丧，一定要有信心，加油加油加油！！！！

虽然我不知道这样能否安慰/帮到你，只要你知道我是永远支持你，信任你，鼓励你，这就足够了。希望你早日渡过难关，加油! Gambateh!

祝你一定成功 v ^^ 加油 v ^.^ v

今晚就到此为止了。。。拜拜 ^_^

-nXOXOn-

Sad? Happy? Lost? Afraid? Inpatient?

2009-09-30T21:08:00.003+08:00

LOL 2night tuition cancelled due to the 5th week of the month...What a lame excuse swt!!! LMAO....@@!...Haiz...What to do?

You don’t know how much I love you
But I really do
Every time I am telling you
My heart beat faster
Suspending my breath…

This means I ‘ll be lost
Lost without your love
Your love that I have always wanted
Since the day we have met

When I am telling you
I hate you…
For no reason at all
That just mean I am afraid
Afraid of losing you

For I will be lost
Without your love
Without you at my side
Forever I know……

I love you more than any word can say ... I love you more than every action I take ... I'll be right here loving you till the end.

I miss you.....

-nXOXOn-

^_^----MidValling----^_^

2009-09-25T20:58:00.002+08:00

The day before yesterday,I went outing with friends in Mid Valley =) There are....Erm...around (Hillary, Shung Li,Amanda,Angeline,Ka Hou,Suyin,Siek Wei,Roxane,Fiona,ME) yea 10 of them including me ^^

!st,Shung Li,Hillary & Ka Hou SMS/Called me early in the morning while im still dating with 周公's daughter....They said that the show starts at 11a.m...when i look at my watch...H0Ly! Its 10am jor @@! So I quickly wake up and Rush..Rush...Rush...!!!

Okie...finally i reached there at 10.45am..well it onli took me 15 mins to reach....Then wad?! I chiong to GSC there and then they told me actually the show starts at 12pm and >> AMANDA! << the 1 who see the time wrongly =.="...

Ops...Forgot to mention that we watched the 由梁智强导演的 WHERE GOT GHOST 吓到怕..
I laugh for all the 2 hours...siao la~~ LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH... so dam funny--!
In fact the show was not scary at all...erm for me la xD...Im really scared till rolling on floor laugh ^^ Fiona then went bck after da movie =(

At 2pm, we went to had our lunch at Kim Gary .... that 2 blur blur Shung Li & Hillary went to the lowest floor of Midvalley finding for the restaurant...wahahhaha lmao xD
Dun blame them coz Fiona told them to go...Down,Down,Down &...DOWN!

After having lunch....Wow...Its time for me to >>>大显身手了<<< ^BOWLING^BOWLING^BOWLING^ Tho this is my 1st time xD...muahahaha

9 of us seperated into 3 teams in 3 lanes...well I team up with Roxane & Siew wei ^^
Then Hillary team with Angeline & Su Yin...Ka Hou team with Panda & Shung Li..ahurm xD

At last Ka hou's team won the game by scoring the highest marks accumulated in 2 games... Hillary's team lost...so they owned us 10 SEXY pose...LOL! Woot!!! Monday got nice show to watch jor hahaha~~FOC anyway...muahahaha

Then,then,then....5pm approaching us..@_@ Gotta say gudbye to every1 =D the 6 of them went bck home together...erm mayb seperated by 2 & 4 ba...Hillary & Ka Hou tumpang my car to go home xDD

Thats all for ---WEDNESDAY--- Activity.....

**********Yea YOU got it right =D**********

-nXOXOn-

Not Again~~

2009-09-23T00:50:00.001+08:00

Omg...My fren (bad mood) come and vist me again...OMFG!!! I hate you,could you please leave me alone??? I beg you chao....gei wo chaoz!!!!

你，可以给我一些时间吗？
你不要对我那么冷淡可以吗?
我，真的是heartbreaker了...

你是否知道当一个人连他最喜欢做的事都提不起劲儿来。。。那感受是多么的痛苦。。。多么的难受。。。多么的难过。。。他甚至连朋友的好意也不理会了.

我，难道真的变成那一种人了吗？
我，可否有第二个选择呢？

我, 已经很努力的忘掉过去。。。但！怎么这感觉又回来了呢？
我的心真的好乱...好乱, 好烦...好烦
God...Please help me!!!

All I wanted to say is....I still LOVE YOU

-nXOXOn-

Leisure Time

2009-09-22T12:07:00.005+08:00

Well yesterday night we went dinner with my cousins at a restaurant near Leisure Mall...Forgot about the name of the shop but all I know was the food damn nice!!! hahaha...

After that...we went to pharmacy to some pills/vitamins~~...I also dunno how come we ended up in Leisure Mall...my parents and cousins keep chit-chatting until went in jor...xDD...

NVM, then my 'BIAO DI' bought a cup of chocolate & Vanilla flavour ice cream in...BASKIN ROBBIN!!! wahahaha...the sad thing is...he onli ate a few spoon and handed it to his mum...ltr when all the ice cream melted he baru EAT again...isn't it should be DRINK?! hehe....

These are what I've seen at the entrance?? erm I think is center of the mall xDD haha....

A big fatty moon cake^^

The mushroom

Quite scary isn't it ??? xDD

The praying mantis~~!!

Big Pumpkin ^^

An extremely COLD night....

2009-09-20T04:00:00.003+08:00

Today,
I've learned lots of new things,
I've gained lots of info about something that I need to know,
I knew that it was hard for me to make a choice.

I missed you,
Seriously, I find it really hard for me to leave you,
I hate this feeling,
I hope that I could see you smile everyday,
Your smile could light up my entire life.

As LIES said,
Without you, I can't smile,
Tears don't even form,
I can't live without you.

I know for all these days I've been testing your curiosity,
Im not gonna hide this from you anymore,
I hope that your heart is always with me, so do I.

Why, Why, Why,
Why am I gone so crazy whenever you're not around,
Every minute, every second, you're holding my breath.

Could anyone pls tell me,
How long should I wait,
Should I or Could I,
I don't want to know.

---WHERE... ARE... YOU--------------------------

------IT HAS BEEN >A< HABIT OF CALLING YOU----------

-nXOXOn-

LOVE

2009-09-18T11:16:00.004+08:00

" 爱是恒久忍耐，又有恩慈；

爱是不嫉妒；

爱是不自夸，不张狂，不做害羞的事，

不求自己的益处，不轻易发怒，不计算人的恶，

不喜欢不义，只喜欢真理 ;

凡事包容，凡是相信，凡是盼望，凡是忍耐。"

请您....给我一些时间,好吗？

-nXOXOn-

Sleepy~~

2009-09-18T00:22:00.002+08:00

Omg...tonight i feel dam sleepy leh...cant tahan till midnight loh... T.T...gtg sleep soon...haiz...im sorry....SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP is what in my mind now hahaha xDD

Bye Bye...Good Nitez...^^ Cya

Tmr would be just GREAT!!!! Gambateh...Study hard la you...=p

-nXOXOn-

L.O.V.E

2009-09-17T18:27:00.004+08:00

NJason|^L Proudly Present A Poem Titled L.O.V.E

Im afraid & curious,

Lies between the both of us,
Over the clouds and mountains,
Vanished in the thick mist,
Eventually my mind turned blank,

You're always my angel,my girl and my sunshine,
Only you could lighten up my life,
Undecided mind is what im facing now....

Hope you guys enjoy it ^^ though its quite lousy muahahaha =X

Take Care & Good Luck =)

-nXOXOn-

Shocked!!! xDD

2009-09-15T19:00:00.002+08:00

Hi all!!! =) 1st of all,today i stayed bck in school until 5pm and im supposed to help the ping pong club on d PN1 thingy but then i didn't >.<...ok forget about this....Erm in fact i stayed in the class with another friend and both of us were listening to songs and we were almost fall asleep lol xDD

Btw, 2day i've found a secret of somebody =p...i promised not to tell any1 hehe =D

I missed you wei >< but i know tmr would be great ^^ im looking forward to it !!!
'Im so sorry but i love you'

Neo eobs-neun nae-gen us-eum-i bo-i-ji anh-a|Without you,i cant smile
Nun-mur-jo-cha go-i-ji anh-a|Tears don't even form
Deo-neun sar-go sip-ji anh-a|I don't want to live anymore

neon eo-dis-na-yo neor bu-reu-neun seub-gwan-do|Where are you,the habit of calling you

-LIES-

Good Luck & Take Care~~~ especially for you....the 1st timer....

-nXOXOn-

Waiting..Waiting...Waiting...

2009-09-14T19:25:00.003+08:00

well today is totally a bad day for me....im speechless....words cannot express my feelings now...even i cant express it infront of somebody..i'll keep it in my deep heart...

今天回家的路途怎么那么遥远。。总觉得时间过得非常慢，路途显得格外的漫长。。。我的心好乱，好复杂，好迷惘。。。。谁可以救救我呀？

我今天说过的话请你不要把它放在心上。。请原谅我,我是无心说的。。因。。。为。。。。我已心不在焉了...Im sorry T.T

-nXOXOn-

A lonely Night~~~xDD

2009-09-13T21:34:00.003+08:00

9.34pm~~ time past sooo fast wei....just woke up from sleep wakakaka

quite hungry now xDD and tmr gotta bck to schooling day...so EXCITED!!!! im looking forward to it =D

Still feeling abit sleepy @@! haha....a day just past with just a blink of eye...i've done nothin except going to tuition ( which benefits me :D ) ...other than that i was sleeping and face-booking hahaha =)

Sayonara~~& Saranghaeyo~~

Gud night every1!!!!!!!!!

-nXOXOn-

What Should I do???

2009-09-13T15:39:00.002+08:00

Its 3.40pm in the afternoon...haiz what am i going to do for the entire day or for the next whole week of schooling??? Can any1 pls tell me WHO AM I.....Im worried...My mind is wandering at the street...walking aimlessly...

Nah~~!!! Just kidding wahahaha...( im not crazy yet xD )...Should i wait for another 20+ days??? SHOULD I? IDK... but time can prove everything @_@ Am i jealous of somebody??? im sooo~~ blurrrr now..ZzZ

I'll always smile...always~~ =)

Ty...!!!! :D -nXOXOn-

A Kinda Sleepy Night..Erm abit ba xD

2009-09-13T02:34:00.000+08:00

Well its 2.34am in the midnight and im still on9 as usual....

I've found a Man..ops a Girl dun care la xD who can teman me almost everynight....wooot soooooo happy~~~~coz we are >>>夜猫子<<< Wakakaka

Tmr 又是新的一天了 wish me good luck mate !!!

BB all....Gud night!!! ^_^

Happy SaturDay~~~

2009-09-12T17:07:00.000+08:00

Halo!!! Jason here and this is my 1st time blogging @@ hahaha

Well 2day woke up @ 11am and went to tuition until 4.10pm....( dam boring .... )
Gotta go to Seremban after this and will be bck at ard 9pm...i know its VERY late!!!!

Erm...that's all for today and cya ^^

Good luck to everyone !!!!!!Hope we all pass d exam with flying colours~!!!